quinta-feira, 22 de dezembro de 2011

Trip, christmas and new year

Good morning!! Im going to Sao Paulo in few minutes, to my grandma's!!! I will stay for the Christmas and on sunday i will go to my aunt's to have lunch with all the family.
I think in in the Monday we'll go to the beach until the new year..
So, i dont know when i come back here to write again, there isn't internet or wifi for my iPod :(
But when i find, i write again!!
Happy holidays with love, gifts, happiness, health etc!!!
Kiss, i see you soon!!

quarta-feira, 21 de dezembro de 2011

My only wish

Good night people.. I have just watched "Marley & me" and uau.. I cried again, like a baby!! I have thought all these days that i need a little dog so bad. I love them so much and now i cant have one :(
My mom said she will think about it when we move for good and when we come back from our trip.. But it's so far and I NEED A DOG!!!!!
I just need one cute dog that i can love unconditionally :(
So im patient and im waiting for my Luke. It if female... I dont know the name yet!!
I just want a dog. It's all i want!!

I need to sleep

OMG!!! I went to the mall with my mom to change my sunglasses but they didn't have other like mine.. They fixed but i can change in other store yet. After we went downtown to buy christmas gifts, im so tired cause it's too hot today, the sun is shining and makes me feel weird like always :(
I changed my number and now i have 10000 sms to use with the same operator.. He told me if i want his help, he would buy a plan to talk to me more than before.. Of course im happy and i'll think in something for us!!
I'll sleep now and wait for my mother screaming cause i didn't do what she asked lol
Kisses!!

Cellphones, i hate you

Now it's my battery that is very sucks. My battery doesnt last more than one night or eight hours and all this started from nothing!!!!! I'll go to the mall and i'll find a store that sells new battery, i hope cause i never see this sale.. Well, let's be crazy, this day will be... ****

terça-feira, 20 de dezembro de 2011

During the night

Im here again, lying in my bed and waiting for one sms from him. Actually my cellphone is a shit and im done, tomorrow i'll change the line, and i'll have the same operator of him.. Well, i think that is a big problem and i know that it'll be impossible.. I'll never get him out of my mind. Change my number will be a mistake. But my favorite mistake.

Love

I dont know what im doing.. Really, i ask for freedom, i ask for a moment without love, without someone who i cant have, without this feeling, but i cant handle it, in the end im asking for him, im asking for his love, im begging for his attention and why?? Can i have a moment just for myself?? A moment to think just about me, to care about my health, my studies, my little things... But no. There is a guy, a guy who i love for 2 years and i dont know what i have to do. Help, please.

Introducing me

That is my new me. Now, im 17, almost in that special age, but i dont feel the difference yet.
These are my favorite's tattoos, but i have one more. I found a way to express all my thought and all my own fights, and im very happy with that. My tattoos are who im and it's simple to understand.
I came back to this blog to tell about everything but all in english, i need to practice while im on my vacation!!
Kisses!

Im back, bitches.

Well, i dont know why im thinking that i changed in something since 2010, im the same fool with the same feelings for someone who cant have me, again. Im not surprise, im so naive and so baby sometimes, then it's not a big thing that now im here. My life will change in the next days, and the next month i'll move to other city, so i hope that it become a new positive phase of my life.