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Oh gosh, why is it hurt so much?? I feel like shit right now, i feel alone, i feel tears in my face and him???? He is laughing cause all of it. He said he cares about me but i dont understand what he really meant with it. I cant handle this anymore, i need to care about me and i need to forget every fucking word that he told me during almost 3 years!!! How i could be so stupid this way?? Oh gosh what im feeling right now please get it off!!